Saturday, January 19, 2013

Does Ice Cream make you feel better?



Your kid just lost a heated game of Candy Land. Now they’re spiraling into crying and angry fits of rage, maybe even throwing stuff around. You know the attitude I’m talking about. So what do you do? How do you calm this child down, get them to stop screaming and learn to be a good sport? Well it probably depends partially on the age. But I can tell you what I’ve seen. I’ve seen parents offer to play again, purposefully losing this time so that their child can win. I’ve seen getting out some ice cream or another treat to distract from the game. There’s the parent to goes off to fetch a new toy, or a bribe of some other kind. Maybe all of those things work, but are they really the right way to handle things? And what kind of lessons are they teaching in the long run?

I’ve struggled with questions about sportsmanship for a while now. Many studies show that the way kid’s deal with winning and losing is directly influenced by the parents. This goes much beyond observing how parents react when winning or losing, to how parents treat their kids when they win or lose. I have read many good articles lately on how to teach good sportsmanship. Most of them centered on teaching the idea of having fun, whether you win or lose. Also many things about congratulating the other party, and avoiding blaming refs and other people, many good tactics. But what I’m worried about is how to avoid the bad ones.

When your kid loses their soccer game, what do you do? They feel bad; you want to make them feel better right? How many times has this meant a trip through Dairy Queen on your way home? This concerns me. Yes losing sucks, yes it’s not fun to be on the losing team, yes ice cream is yummy, yes it makes you feel a little better. But long term, what are the effects? Are kids learning to eat their feelings? If you solve a problem of hurt feelings with food, in 20 years when they’re feelings are hurt are they going to turn to food then as well? What about the new toy tactic, you run into the store and spend $1 on a new toy. It’s cheap, you justify that it isn’t that big of an expense to turn your kids frown into a smile. But again, 20 years from now, when they are hurt or sad are they going to think the way they will feel better is to buy something new? How many people do you know who do those things anyway? Did that new computer, or car, or boat, or whatever really make you feel better for very much longer? Don’t you regret the ice cream, or bag of chips, or chocolate that you ate when you are feeling down? What about winning, does every win deserve something? Isn’t winning supposed to be enough? What kind of message do we send if after every good game there is a “treat”?

I thought of all these things when parked by a school where there was a kids basketball game the other day. Many parents were walking their kids across the street to a strip mall that I assume contained some sort of ice cream or sweets place. A little girl was crying to her parents that she wanted to go. Looking at the parents and their other 2 kids in tow I realized that this family probably couldn’t afford to waste the money taking the whole family to get a treat. The little girl’s pleas of how everyone else was going, and how she did a really good job, were almost heartbreaking. I sat in my car eavesdropping on a wonderful dad handle the situation. He told his daughter that he was so proud of her, and told her to go tell one of her friends what a great job she did. The little girl went over to a friend, told her she did a good job, gave her a hug and came back with a smile on her face.

Granted something like that might now work in every situation, and there are tons of ways to handle teaching kids how to win and lose gracefully. But as I look at the little kids I’m around every day I wonder if we are preparing them for the real world. They are going to lose hundreds of things, sports games, board games, races. They are going to do badly on tests, get rejected by friends, by girlfriends. They may not get the job they want, or the car they want, they will have their feelings hurt A LOT. I don’t know what all the right answers are for how to teach them to deal with these situations. But I’m starting to think of a lot of ways that are probably the wrong way to handle them. I’m also starting to see the social divide. When you have the money is seems much easier, and definitely FASTER to solve those kinds of problems with money, with some ice cream, with a new toy etc. The lower income kids sometimes get taught the better lessons for parent’s need to improvise and find a way to encourage their kids without spending money. Which kids are going to be better adjusted an in the long run happier? I’ve asked more questions than I’ve answered. Time to brainstorm how to teach children to deal with their negative emotions…

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Playroom Makeover


We've lived in New Strawn for almost a year now, and all the time I've never been terribly happy with the playroom. It is one of those rooms that is an odd shape and is just really hard to figure out where to put things to make them both functional and aesthetically pleasing. We spend a good deal of time in the playroom, and I've been meaning to make some changes for a while. I dug up an old photo of the playroom, it really hadn't changed much other than the rug going away via cat pee, and some new toys. And up until this weekend even the tape around the room was still there.

Given a weekend too myself while everyone else was visiting family in Omaha I had a long list of things I wanted to get done. Fall is here, and I had started bringing out the winter clothes from last year, seeing what the boys would still fit in etc. I had planned a weekend of washing clothes, going through drawers and closets. However after thinking about the winter weather to come, and realizing I had something I wanted so much more than to go through the clothes. The playroom. We have been taking advantage of the nice weather outside, spending time in the back yard, the park, going on walks, and even a short nature walk. But I know that the cold weather is not too far away, and we will be spending quite a bit more time at home, inside.


Step 1: Find a good Friend :) I had planned on this project taking me all weekend but I also knew that I would do much more and keep working if I had someone to talk to. My wonderful friend Heidi came over and helped me paint the chalk board wall and the border around the room.

Step 2: Find new shelving. I have these dreams of certain kinds of shelves, all matching, with places up high that the kids can't reach, places where I can lock things away etc. But they had to stay dreams. Yet there was still a problem with not having space... this is going to be even more of an issue when getting new toys and Christmas. However... the real solution is to get rid of some of the toys. Hopefully over then next couple months I can determine what the kids actually play with. There are a few toys that even when put in storage and taken out and excitedly played with for an hour then get tossed aside again. And some of the most simple garage sale toys can be favorites! We had a shelf left in the storage area from the previous owners that was holding toys that got taken away for fighting, or just put away because they didn't used. So I brought it out and spent a good hour or so trying to clean it. I've decided I want to repaint it, but that's a project for another day.

Step 3: Spend more time than all of the above going through toys, putting them in new places, moving furniture around, deciding it doesn't work, moving it again, over and over and over. I'm still not sure that the final way is how things will stay. Some of it will be trial and error with what works with the kids actually using it. I did figure out that the room looked a lot better if putting something right in the middle. We don't really need the seating that we have down here, I'm the only one that really sits on the couches. Maybe that would change if we got a better TV, but that is not in my budget anytime soon. But having a couch in the middle made the long awkward room look more like two rooms and less weird. Whether it stays or not is still to be determined. The playpen type thing probably won't stay up all the time... but who knows. Right now it is Charlotte's safe place, a place I can set her and not worry about the boys tripping over her or trying to smoother her. And I'm sure the slide and trampoline will make there way back in the playroom before too long too. Need some outlets for that winter energy :) But for now this is what I ended up with. No writing on the chalkboard wall yet... the curing process for that will take a while. But maybe some new fun pictures of that up later!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

The End of Vacation

Today was our first day back from our whirlwind traveling the past two weeks. It has been a little bittersweet to be back. In a lot of ways it's nice to be home, sleep in our own beds, let the kids roam around the house without following them everywhere worrying about them destroying someone else's things. It's also great to see friends and catch up with the people we haven't seen since we've been gone. But as Matthew put it today "Home is not fun." We do a lot of fun things around here, but it isn't quite the same as doing fun things somewhere else. A lot of the things we did on our trip were pretty normal, things like going to the park. Though going to a new park brings new exploration and adventure and compared to that our normal parks just don't seem as fun. We went to a wonderful indoor water park, but I had a hard time getting them excited about going swimming tomorrow. Matthew said "The rec center is not a fun pool."

So maybe we were a little spoiled and had a lot of fun on our trip. There weren't many things I can complain about. Everyone keeps commenting on how brave or crazy I was to do the cross country trip with two toddlers. But I wouldn't have changed a thing, and I must say the boys were GREAT! I couldn't have gotten better behavior out of them if I bribed them with candy :) We all had a wonderful time. And I would turn around and go again tomorrow if we could!

We're home now, and Matthew is doing his same "And then what?" questions. What are we going to do today, and then what, and then what. My answers did not impress him, even though we did have a fun morning at storytime, the park and out for lunch. Being home there are dishes to be done, laundry, cleaning... and while we somehow must have done all these things on our trip, I don't remember those parts very much ;)

The staying quiet in the morning didn't go so well this morning, but we'll find out when Matt and Sarah wake up how much we disturbed them. Matthew knew they were home, he has put together that when the cars are here they are here too, and did go in wanting Mommy to play with him. Maybe we'll have to start hiding the cars ;) Actually... one could fit in the garage now! So now I'm starting to sit down with a calendar and figure out what the next few weeks look like for us. I'm hoping to make a few shorter trips, like up to Omaha to go to the indoor waterpark and Zoo with my sister and nephew. Hopefully some Topeka and Kansas City trips with friends from around here, and who knows what all we can come up with.

Time to make being home just as fun as vacation!

Friday, March 18, 2011

On the Road!

It really seems like this trip is flying by! We left New Strawn on Saturday and it's already Friday night! It's been almost a week, but it feels like such a short time. We've had a great time. We haven't reached our final destination (Alexandria, VA/Washington DC) yet, but should pull in sometime tomorrow evening. Tonight we are camped out in Columbus Ohio.

Since leaving New Strawn, Kansas we have driven 1539.8 miles. From Kansas, to Omaha, to Kearney and then on the road to DC! The boys have been AMAZING! I really mean that, and not just better than I expected, but great travelers period. Matthew has been quite the trooper, never complaining, always having fun and smiling. The only time he has gotten in "trouble" lately has been for being so excited he ends up screaming. Well I take that back... he did have one little bout of crying at dinner tonight because he didn't get a cheesey taco (his favorite at Amigos in Nebraska).... at Texas Roadhouse. He was convinced that had them, it was weird. He has watched movies, played with toys and games and has only asked once to stop to go to the bathroom other than our scheduled stops. Ian has been great too, he gets upset sometimes when he drops his cup or his blanket on the ground. But has improved tremendously since the beginning of the trip and no longer cries for it, but uses his words! Cup! Fuzzy! Please! even Thank you! He's added a few words to his vocabulary. Juicy, Unbuckle, Apple, and a bunch of others... we really should have written down all the things he's been saying.

What we've done so far:
Saturday - Drive to Omaha, Amanda's Pampered Chef Party, Drive to Kearney
Sunday - Church, Barbecue, Reid's Eagle Scout Ceremony, Play at home, Amigos
Monday - Go to the Mall, Yanney Park, Early Head Start
Tuesday - Ballocity, Yanney again, playing soccer and jumping on the trampoline
Wednesday - Children's museum, lunch at Hunans, playing at home and the park
Thursday - Packing, blowing bubbles, Drove to Iowa City
Friday - Parks, nature walks, Texas Roadhouse, and the drive to Columbus Ohio

And that's just the stuff I can remember quickly off the top of my head! We've done a lot, had a great time and also had time to help Melody with homework and Reid with scholarships. There is still a week ahead of us as well. I hope we have as good of a week as we've had so far. I'm already feeling sad about the trip ending. But hopefully we'll have a lot of fun trips ahead of us as well. I'm definitely ready for more after how well this one has gone! And if you don't believe me about how great the boys have been, ask Melody :) I think I expected at least some crying and whining... though we still have one more day of driving, so hopefully I am not speaking too soon.

Hopefully people have been following our pictures on facebook. I've posted a ton, and plan to post a lot more. Though I forget to take pictures of some things :( Hopefully Melody's pictures will fill in the blanks too. We have some fun videos as well, but have had some pretty slow connections at our hotels. Maybe sometime when we're bored... lol, yeah that hasn't happened yet!

Friday, March 11, 2011

Packing Day

We're getting ready for a big trip and I'm filled with a mix of emotions. I'm very excited to get to see family for a few days, some good friends, and a lot of scenery. It also makes me a little nervous to be going on such a long trip. Though it's funny as I talk to people about going everyone thinks it's brave to be taking to kids and a teenager on a 3000 mile road trip. Honestly though, the kids have nothing to do with me being nervous. I love to travel, and the boys are so much fun. Melody will be such a help with the boys and we will all have a great time. Singing in the car, watching movies, stopping at new places, taking fun pictures... yes there will probably be some times where sitting in the car will be long... but then we'll get out. There will be times when things are boring, but we'll find something to do. All part of my plan of taking 3 days to do the big drive, plenty of flex time to have fun while going.

I am more nervous about a lot of little things, like forgetting things places... not just forgetting them at home, but forgetting them at a hotel or somewhere else. Nervous about having car trouble or the weather being bad. But when it all comes down to it I'm mostly excited. If something goes wrong we'll deal with it when we come to it. If plans get messed up we'll make new ones. If Melody has to miss a day or two of school I'm sure she won't mind ;)

Our trip will start tomorrow with a "short" trip as we head to Omaha. Short meaning a 4 hour drive... which depending on your definition can be a short trip or a long one, but compared to the driving coming later in the week... it really is a short trip. I'm hoping to keep somewhat of a log of our journey and adventures, and of course a lot of pictures! I'm packing two cameras just to be safe! And Melody will have her's too!

But for now I'm working on the task of deciding the best way to pack the van, which toys to bring and which to stay home, how to make the best use of space, and hoping that I don't forget anything too major. Despite it's bulk the double stroller is coming with us... I believe it will be a life saver as we attempt to see some of the sites of Washington DC!

Friday, February 18, 2011

Read Read Read

Lately I have been obsessed with reading. Like most things my hobbies have phases. I will sew, sew, sew for two weeks and then get so sick of it that I'll move onto something else. I may make 30 baby hats for my mom and then move onto scrap booking. But lately the kick I have been on has been reading. I think a big part of this is because for Erin's Christmas/Birthday present I bought her a kindle. It just so happened that the day it arrived her tech savvy father was away on business and not wanting to lose the joy of the first fun day with a new toy, I registered her under my account. I figured that I would do that so she could start reading and then eventually her parents would move her onto their account. This hasn't happened yet and I'm so GLAD! It has allowed me to share the books I've downloaded with her, and has also made me seek out books that she would really enjoy, and in the end so have I! It has been a great way to read, and then we always have things to talk about. For a long time we would just share the occasional phone conversation or text message, and now I hear from her so much more. We get to share things about books we loved, and also talk about books we've heard might be really good.

So lately my kick has been reading, and mostly Young Adult fiction. I told Erin I would buy her her first book of her choosing. Her friends had been reading "Hunger Games" and that was the book she wanted me to buy first. Let me tell you... I bought the first book for her.... but the next two in the series I totally bought for me :) We both read and loved the series and now Sarah is immersed in the second book as well. I think one of the things I love about Young Adult fiction is that it is an easy read, something that you can slip into so easily. Not that many Adult fiction books won't do this as well, but I just love young adult books. In the past month I have read

The Hunger Games
Catching Fire
Mockingjay
Books 1-4 of the Maximum Ride series by James Patterson
The Lost Gate - By Orson Scott Card
The Invention of Hugo Cabret - by Brian Selznick

That's 9 books in 4 weeks. And that doesn't count the dozen or so books that I've read the first chapter or two of (kindle lets you preview books for free) and now I have a whole list of books I want to read. I checked out a few at the library today, requested a few others, and bought another one on my kindle.

I've also noticed a change in the boys over this time too. I haven't taken reading to an extreme where I'm neglecting them by any means, but they do see me reading much more. I generally read during breakfast, they usually wake up from nap to find me reading, I'll read while they are playing in the bath, in the evenings etc. Matthew has picked up books much more often and wanted me to read to him, or asked me what I was reading, and Ian has shown more interest and patience in reading too.

It's great all around!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Shopping Days = Kid Playdays?

So, we headed out for a trip to Olathe/Overland Park today to do some shopping. One of the last things on the list was to try and hit Monkey Bizness or somewhere for the kids to play. When I thought about it I realized this is quite a habit, always trying to hit a mall with a playplace or a gym or McDonald's with a climber. Does everyone do this?

The point of the day really is to get the shopping done, eat out somewhere and just get out of town for the day. Like most times when traveling with kids they are taken into account for everything. You have to eat at a kid friendly place, or the very least a place that at least has a kids menu. Most of the time you end up at a fast food place with chicken nuggets. You don't get to shop around at stores as long as you'd like because the kids get cranky. And there are many more trips the the bathroom, though I have become accustomed to changing a diaper in the back of the van fairly frequently. So you call it a success if you've made it to most of the places you wanted, and got most of the things you set out to get. But then there is this weird guilt that sets in that makes you search out a playplace or park or gym etc. You feel bad for taking them to all the places you needed to go and try and make it up to them by spoiling them with playplaces or mall cookies, or things along that line.

So my question is, is this really necessary? We tend to go somewhere almost every weekend, usually needing to hit walmart or some other store because we live in a little town. Maybe we are a little spoiled and should just suck it up and go to Hoovers more often, but all the same it's become something that happens at least weekly. I think back to my childhood and am pretty sure we didn't get to eat out weekly much less go to playplaces and movies and other fun places. And I don't really feel like I missed out or angry at the times when I went shopping with my parents. I'm sure there was a certain level of complaining and frustration, but at the same time shopping was often fun! As we were walking around today I realized that there is really some quality time spent on these weekend excursions. The kids get more one on one attention than they often do during the week. They chat and talk to you all day instead of encouraging them to go play while you try and get the dishes done, or clean up messes or toys, or work on other things. Matthew got many more "why?" and "what's that?" questions answered. So why do we feel this guilt that we need to take them somewhere? We didn't actually make it to Monkey Bizness today and while it led to a 3 minute meltdown, that was it. Had he not expected to go would he really feel like he had missed anything? We make so many trips just for the kids, going to the pumpkin patch, the park, to see Santa, to do something for their benefit.

On the way home Sarah and I talked about the day and feeling a little guilty that the kids didn't get more time to play. I realized I felt less guilty probably because every other day of the week revolves around them. Our entire schedule revolves around playdates, swimming, storytimes, playing at home, gymnastics, tap, even what we eat. I think I feel less guilty about taking them around shopping and focusing on the adults a little more every once in a while. They had fun, we rode the Carousel at the mall, something that would have been a HUGE treat for me as a child, though they almost expect it. We ate at Panera an McDonalds, they got to ride around in the stroller and carts, watch movies in the van, get pretzels and snacks, pick out birthday plates and favors, look at toys. I think all in all it was a good day.

What about you? Do your trips involve a kid activity? Do you feel guilty if your entire trip revolves around going to walmart and maybe a department store? Do you always add in some extra fun element like an "I'm sorry we went shopping" device?

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Television

It's a constant topic of conversation among parents, caregivers, psychologists, doctors, teachers... how much TV do we let the kids watch? It seems so simple but it can be a constant struggle. I've heard a general consensus that kids shouldn't watch more than an hour of tv a day. Does that happen at your house? I'm sad to say that doesn't happen here. As many fun games we play, places we go, toys, crafts, singing, and all the other things we do... we still end up with more than an hour of tv each day. There's this saying "don't let the tv babysit your kids" I'll be the first to admit I do exactly that. It's not because I'm being lazy and not wanting to play with the boys. It's because there are things that need done and having them underfoot isn't helpful. Meals are my primary weekness, especially dinner. About an hour before dinner I put on a show or movie because I know it will entertain Matthew while I make dinner. We have it on more than I'd like, but I rationalize it with the fact that I never put junk on. We watch Adventures in Odyssey, Gerbert, Brainy Baby, and Seseme Street. I record the occasional Ni Hao Kai Lan, and Chuggington as well.

Educational tv has come a long way... but I probably disagree with a lot of people on what qualifies as educational tv. Almost every show out there puts something in it so that it can fall under this category. I do not like most Nick Jr shows. Yes they are educational.... sort of. And I can't tell you what exactly I dislike about these shows... something about them rubs me the wrong way. We watch an occasional Ni Hao Kai Lan... but it's just because it's the least offensive to me somehow. I don't care for the disney shows either. About the best I can find is the PBS shows. What is it about the others that bothers me so much? Maybe part of it is the commercialization. Not only do those channels have worst commercials they make tons of toys and other JUNK. And that's the last thing you need a kid screaming for in the store :)

I debate about how much of tv is a learned behavior. I think some kids are just drawn to it more than others. Matthew will get so sucked into a show, he can literally sit still for an abnormally long time watching some movie or show. Ian on the other hand could care less what is on most of the time, and gets very angry at certain shows when they are on. He is drawn to shows with music, letters and shapes. Matthew will watch just about anything. I keep wondering if Ian will gravitate towards the vegging out or if he will remain not as interested in what is on the tv. My favorite things to put on are things like baby einstein, not because I have this belief that it will make kids smarter, but because it is simply images put to music.

Anyway... Matthew and Ian watch too much tv. They watch probably a total of about 60-100 minutes just while I"m taking care of them during the day... which doesn't count whatever they watch in the evening with their parents. If it would have made a difference I would have made a new year's resolution to watch less tv... but it's part of life. In some ways it helps me keep my sanity too... it's what entertains me in the evenings, living in a small town, with nothing to do, and no one to play games with. How much tv do your kids watch?

Sunday, November 21, 2010

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Thursday, February 4, 2010

It's been a while

It's been a while since I've written anything on here. It seems that life just goes so fast sometimes that I don't have time to take a breath, and when I do, I prefer to do it in my sleep!

I've been struggling with getting good sleep lately, somewhere along the line I became a very light sleeper. I think I've been a light sleeper for quite a while, but was always able to find the time to get good sleep somehow. I remember waking up every morning to the sound of people leaving through the garage in New Mexico. Even times when the cars weren't in the garage. I understand the convenience, not having to manually lock a door. And my lesson from that was to never have the bedroom which shares a wall with the garage! But Erin and her parents travelled quite a bit, there were quite a few weekends when they were out of town and the whole house was quiet, and they left regularly for the day or evening, then again I was studying a lot of the time too. Maybe the difference was that I was already so sleep deprived that the sleep I got was good.

Here we live about 3 blocks from the interstate, which in reality has a bit of a soothing sound as there are cars going on it regularly, however when you're trying to fall asleep the whizzing noise isn't too helpful. Then there are the train tracks about 1/4 mile away, and Emporia has not learned the smart system of Kearney, you can hear the trains over a mile away. Not to mention they have TONS of crossings, so the whistle goes on for about 2 minutes before you stop hearing it. Add on top of that a baby that wakes up a couple times a night, a 3 year old who wakes up about half of the nights a week either needing to pee, or crying (for no particular reason), a cat that meows at the door, and the normal sounds of a neighborhood and house. But even with all of those things the two main causes to my lack of sleep are 1. not being able to fall asleep quickly, even when exhausted 2. knowing that I can't truly fall asleep deeply because I need to wake up to the crying etc.

It seems that I picked the wrong day to stay up and do things. Every day this week I've tried to take a nap when Matthew and Ian are sleeping. Never have they both been asleep for more than 30 minutes at the same time. But I got a nap yesterday when everyone was in Burlington, and an OK night of sleep last night, so today I decided to do some laundry, cleaning, checking email, etc, and TODAY is going to be the day that they both get good naps and I could have slept :) That's how it goes I guess :)

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Baby Mush

With the promise of snow Wednesday night and Thursday morning, we headed out yesterday to prepare to be snowed in. For me this meant buying a bunch of fruit and vegetables. The lady in the checkout line was pretty confused when I came through with squash, peas, carrots, beans, sweet potatoes, apples, bananas, pears.... and a gallon of chocolate milk. If you knew Matthew you would understand the chocolate milk. He is addicted. It's kiddy cocaine. However, when things are going less than smoothly, chocolate milk can be the ultimate fix. When he is screaming because he doesn't want to leave the library, chocolate milk will get him out calmly. When he gets in trouble for pinching, screaming, hitting, or many of the other things he does, and is really upset... chocolate milk helps his ego.

So with our supplied to last through the snow, today was veggie mashing day. The amount one needs to cook or steam veggies to make them babyfood is a lot more than I expected. It takes a lot of time, and I'm glad I set aside a day to do it. Now we can get a store of fresh babyfood for a couple weeks. So far I've made mashed peas, carrots, green beans, and sweet potatoes. I've done a lot of reading over the past few weeks. Because there is actually more to babyfood than cooking and mashing it. First it requires all the right materials.

Steamer: to steam the veggies, for cooking them, boiling them, microwaving them etc will make them loose a lot of their vitamins.
Food Processor: Something to cut and puree the baby food til it is nice and smooth. We are fortunate to have both a food processor and a magic bullet. The magic bullet seems to work better to get the really smooth texture, but the food processor does ok for things that are kind of naturally smooth like sweet potatoes.

Food Mill: This isn't something a lot of people had, and you can argue whether it is necessary or not. There is the option to throw the steamed peas right in the food processor, and in the end you will end up with mashed peas. However a food mill will give you all the goodness of the peas without the skins. There are a lot of things young babies can not digest, and skins of many vegetables is one of them. A food mill will also keep seeds and other course parts from not entering in the babyfood. It takes some work, but makes you feel good in the end that you are making the best baby food possible :)

I was sad to find out that no matter what you do, green beans are just not quite as creamy as you would hope for a first baby food. So we will save them for a little later.

So far today my baby food making experience has been a good one. Now if only we can get Ian to eat the food a little better :) His worst habit lately is that he will stick his hand in his mouth, and then rub his eyes. That usually is about the end of the baby food for that day, for a crying, screaming baby is not an easy one to feed. Let me know if you have any suggestions to keep his hands out of his mouth!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

It's late

Parenting, nannying, dealing with kids in general changes the way our lives work. I realized the "late" difference this evening as I turned to Sarah at about 9:45 and said "You're up late." :) I can remember times in our friendship when at around 5am we would debate about whether it was worth going to sleep at all. Or stay up till the wee hours and plan to sleep til noon the next day.

Don't get me wrong, Matthew and Ian are wonderful sleepers. Which is part of the reason I was saying this to Sarah and not including myself. While she gets up at 4:30 plus a wake up call from Ian sometime between his 8pm bedtime and when she gets up... I am usually up a little later. Matthew will go to bed around 8pm and if it is dark and realively quiet, sleep until 8 or even 9am. Ian usually calls me from bed via the baby monitor sometime around 5-6am for a 4-5oz drink, and back to sleep til 7 or 8. Add in Ian's good 1+ hour nap in the morning and both of them sleeping around 2 hours in the afternoon... they sleep pretty well.

But there is something different about uninterupted sleep and getting 10 hours of sleep but getting up a few times. It just isn't quite the same. Maybe I am still being broken in and people get used to it eventually. But from the tired look on Sarah's face some mornings, I'm going to guess that sleep just evades us all. There are simply not enough hours in the day.

Small Steps

Sometimes in the midst of watching kids everyday it's hard to notice the small things. We've made leaps and bounds with potty training, from diapers all the time, to only diapers at night. And those things are easy to see when you look back in time. However sometimes the little things go past unnoticed. Today Matthew woke up with a dry diaper and went straight for the bathroom. Maybe a small step, but still a great achievement.

We've seen a lot of small steps lately. Ian no longer needs to be rocked to sleep, you can now lay him in his crib when he is tired, and within 5 min he will put himself to sleep. He is jumping around in the jumper much more, grabbing things and has some more preferences that he didn't have as a tiny baby. He prefers certain toys, his lion, the little dear on his gym, and his alligator. He loves his soft blue blanket and doesn't like being held like a baby anymore unless he is eating.

Now if only we could make some small steps with the cat, like not drinking out of the toilet, or walking on the counters :)

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Forts

Remember how much fun it was to build a fort and play in it? Erin and I used to build massive forts that took up the whole living room. Her forts had different rooms for sleeping, playing, watching tv, etc. Using all the tables, chairs and blankets in the house the forts would become things that often stayed up for days and she was always disappointed when it was time to take them down.

Matthew is a 3 year old boy... he should love forts right? Well... sorta ;) Let me start at the beginning with a semi related story. There is about a foot gap between the couch and the recliner. Over the holidays Matthew would put a blanket over the gap and call it a bridge. He would then cross the bridge from the couch to the recliner. This worked ok because Dad was usually sitting in the recliner to catch him, and in reality he was just stepping over the gap. He tried it with me a few times, and mean nanny that I am, I let him fall through the gap ;) It was really a lesson in physics.... blankets make bad bridges. Ok... it was really because I was not a fan of him jumping from the couch to my lap.

So, the fort building was in progress, Matthew was excited. I am not sure if he understood what exactly we were doing. But getting all the chairs and blankets seemed like great fun. I had only built part of the fort I planned, when Matthew showed me what he was thinking. To him I was making large "bridges" He stood on a chair which had a blanket draped over the back of it. He proceeded to toss himself over the 4 foot chair onto the "bridge" (blanket) which of course brought him falling to the ground with blankets and chairs following him. Now to a child who will start crying when you look at him the wrong way I was expecting waterfalls. Instead he pushes his way out of the blankets, informs me that the bridge broke and wants me to build it again. I explained that he needs to stay on the ground, and not to climb on the chair, but I build the fort again. One would think that he would have learned, but no, he threw himself over the chair again, though I caught him this time. Then I started folding blankets and putting chairs away. My fort building days were over for a while.

And then the crying came :)

Has he been like this all day?

No, he has not been like this all day. It's a question all Nannies get, and kind of side step every time they answer it. If your kid is screaming and whining when you get home, it's not because he has been like that all day. It's not because he's tired, or cranky, or in a bad mood. It's because he knows he can :) After many many years, I have learned this fact. For whatever reason, parents seem to "give in" to the whining much faster than nannies. One parent told me it was because they love their children more than the nanny and can't stand to listen to them cry. I would say no... it's because kids have their parents wrapped around their finger more than the nanny.

When Matthew screams for something, I don't give it to him, no matter what. I don't want him to think that screaming for what he wants will give him the reward of getting it. Granted there are exceptions to this, children who can not talk for instance, can not tell you what they need or want. But a 3 year old who is perfectly capable of telling you he would like down from the high chair, should not be let down because he screams and cries.

One would think that after a year or so that a nanny would start giving into the screaming just like the parents. With nannies I know this is not the case. Maybe this is part of our personalities, and maybe there are nannies who give in, but in general I think parents are worse. I worked for one family for 6 years, even after all that time, the little girl could get what she wanted out of her parents by whining, but knew by then it would not work on me. I make it a point to not let whining work. My mother used to tell me to "pick my battles." I understand this point of view, sometimes you let things slide to deal with the more important stuff. But I think everyone struggles with the whining. Some deal with it by giving the child juice, or snacks, or food right before dinner, or the toy, or whatever they want. I deal with it by making it a point to never give into the whining. In the end I think it dramatically decreases the amount of whining I deal with during the day.

So the answer is, no, he hasn't been like this all day, and won't be tomorrow either.

Night Light, good idea or not?

Some days you get worse sleep than others. One would hardly believe that my lack of sleep is all due to a little train shaped night light, but that is the cause for my sleepless night. The purchase of the night light and the return of daddy coincided, making mom and dad think that Matthew was waking up because he was excited to have daddy home. It took me over a week to determine that the waking up had to do with the night light.

Matthew doesn't sleep soundly by any means. He tosses and turns, moves, and wiggles all night long. When I first shared a bed with him I was surprised he got any sleep at all. It didn't take me long to learn the trick many parents have learned... DARK curtains. I put up a blanket over the window and all of a sudden the 45 minute naps became 2 hours. And waking up in the middle of the night crying and screaming stopped.

My theory for this is that Matthew wakes up during the night or nap. If it is dark he just rolls over and falls back to sleep. If it is light out, he thinks it's time to get up.

So... what about the night light? It's cute, it's shaped like a train, you'd think it would give him comfort during the night. Over the past few weeks, I wake up multiple times during the night. (my room is next to his) Sometimes I get him water, give him a hug, assure him that there are no monsters, but then there was a streak that I put him to bed a few nights in a row. Amazingly he slept through the night without waking up. Granted my story reading and song singing is amazing ;) but it wasn't until one night of waking up every hour and finally out of frustration I unplugged the night light, and he slept the rest of the night that I figured this out. After that I would try to remember to go into his room and unplug the nightlight before I went to bed. But there are nights, like last night when I forget. Waking up hour after hour I was too asleep to remember the night light. Finally around 4am I went into a screaming Matthew and unplugged the nightlight.

For whatever reason his crying that usually only wakes up me, woke up mommy this time. She came in, and when I followed and told her that he was crying because he wanted the night light back.... SHE PLUGGED IT BACK IN! Even after explaining that he would wake up and scream again until I went in later and unplugged it. BUT mommy went off to sleep, and I woke up 20 minutes later to Matthew screaming again. The nightlight is now unplugged and hidden, at least until Matthew's mommy reads the blog or asks about it and I give it back. But I hope I get a few good nights of sleep in between now and then. I personally, am now AGAINST night lights!

Monday, January 4, 2010

Introducing the Nanny Kids

Talk to any nanny you know, and there are bound to be stories. Not just stories reminiscent of the "Nanny Diaries" dealing with nightmare parents, children, and situations, but daily trials, tribulations and overall humor from the encounters with the children they watch. After working for 3 different families I have many stories, and many more come everyday.

I've never kept up with a blog, but sometimes the things that happen on a normal day are just too fun to keep to myself. So we'll see how this goes, maybe my day will bring a smile to yours.

First meet the kids I take care of:
Matthew - Two years old, turning three in a few days. He loves trains, running, cars, screaming, trucks, running, jumping, screaming, books, running, machines, screaming, Thomas, running, Polar Express, screaming, Lightning McQueen, oh and did I mention running and screaming? ;)
He is a bundle of energy, of which could wear you out in a matter of minutes. We are in the middle of "potty training" and the transition between screaming and asking for what you want.





Ian - 4 months old
Opposite his brother Ian is a calm, happy, relaxed baby. He is just starting to play with more toys, roll over, eat cereal, and have stinkier diapers. His personality is starting to emerge, and while crying used to indicate sleepy or hungry, it now means all kinds of things like "play with me!", "i want to move!", and other less obvious things.









Today:
I may have waited a little too long to start writing about our day, it is the time of day when I am tired, should probably be going to bed, but this is my quiet time. When everyone is in bed, I have full control of the tv remote, and there are no screaming children. Unfortunately it is also the time of day when I look around the room and sigh... dirty dishes and bottles, toys scattered around the room, Kleenex's from my recent cold, Christmas presents that still need put away... and I debate between cleaning, and just leaving it for tomorrow. Usually I find some happy medium, or get tired enough to not care.

Every Monday the goal is to return to the "schedule." The weekends are usually a mess, from naps in the car, to toys left about, to sugar highs, or other unusual activities. As many people, not only nannies will tell you... the "schedule" is sometimes what keeps you alive. If the kids get fed when they are supposed to, and played with enough, you can attain the scheduled naps! For me this means, if Ian gets up and fed at the right time, he will take a guaranteed 1.5 hour morning nap. For Matthew it means 1.5 hours of my undivided attention, without a baby to entertain, feed, etc. He usually has a better day with this because he isn't getting pushed into second place by his more demanding little brother. Without this time though... Matthew is crankier, Ian is crankier... I am CRANKIER. If the schedule continues as planned, the afternoon nap is the best! Matthew will sleep over 2 hours, and Ian just about 2 hours. Imagine! TWO full hours of quiet, this means time to catch up on things like cleaning, laundry, reading, bills, or even better... a NAP! You can see why not having the schedule causes more stress for all of us.

Now because of the late hour, I will end this post for now.

BUT! Stay tuned for adventures with Matthew and Ian, as tomorrow we are heading to the library!